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I wrote this a few days ago but I'm still going to post it.

If you think of it, I’m pretty sure that the Calvin students here in Mexico would really appreciate your prayers. A lot of us are feeling very overwhelmed right now with the workload we’ve been given from our classes.
When I thought of Mexico and the adjustments I’d have trouble making, having a butt load of homework was the last thing on my mind. So I guess it’s a bit of a shock to find that I am sitting here stressed not over culture shock, but over exams and papers!
Well I suppose there is a bit of culture shock involved. For example, the professors here don't give out syllabi (typically), instead two two four days before an exam or a paper is due, they tell you in class. This can be quite nerve wracking for those of us used to knowing about the huge projects we have far in advance.
Also I’m finding it a lot harder to study here in Mexico. Some reasons why: It’s only the third week of having classes and the third week of living in a new country, I want to spend enough time with my family, I’m in Mexico and really want to experience the culture not spend all my time in front of a computer screen, the heat makes me constantly sleepy and unmotivated to study, and I have no personal or quiet space in my house to relax or study.
I’m really trying to remember that God is a lot bigger than my worries and to practice trusting Him with my anxieties. I think it's time I learn to get through the stressful times in life without so much panicking.
So yeah, here’s a little look at the other side of Mexico for me. Until now I’ve been for the most part really pumped about life and absolutely loving Mexico. Right now I’m feeling really heavy with stress and frustration because I feel like schoolwork is taking over my Mexico experience.
Yet despite all of this, I am still able to laugh to the point of tears (twice tonight) when I am with other Calvin students. The group I'm here with is truly wonderful and a blessing!
Paz y amor,
Alexa